Lady Gaga has dropped the official music video for her new single “Million Reasons,” taken from her fifth studio album Joanne. Gaga gets raw and real for the heartfelt ballad, featuring tearful black and white clips of her going through hair and makeup, and an evocative rendition of the pseudo-country jam decked out in a baby pink suit. Of course her signature pink hat for this Joanne era makes a grand statement throughout the video. “Million Reasons” shows Gaga at her most stripped back we’ve seen her for a video, and the muted theatrics make it her most honest reflection for the duration of her career.

Watch Gaga show a softer side of her heart in “Million Reasons” above.